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Name: Tiffany
Birthday: 12/23/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: music, sports: tennis and vollleyball. art, and TRYING to make awsome layouts. lol.
Expertise: hhmmm i wouldnt say im an expert on tennis, but i know i can beat you. =] Shopping and sleeping and sometimes overreacting. lol.
Occupation: Medical
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
AIM:  AznDel1cacy
AIM:  Lad33AsIa
Member Since:
1/18/2004
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| My mother is so flipping dumb. She thinks that all of those insults and horrible things that she says to me will hurt me. IT'S SO DUMB!! Whatever, though, she can say that she wants to kill me all she wants, she can say that she wants to slit our throats as much as she wants, unfortunately for her, it's not gonna happen. We're [my sister and I] at least me anyways, are still going to be here, pissing her off until the day she dies and I don't give a damn.
So, it started with when I was taking in the laundry from outside just 20 minutes ago. I brought it in, and dropped the basket down on the ground and made a huge noise. All of the sudden she started to go off on me.
"JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE MAD DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU CAN DO THINGS LIKE THAT!!!"
Which is pretty funny because just a few moments before that my mother did the same thing as me.
"I'm not mad, you're getting mad by the way I put down the HEAVY laundry basket?"
She pretends she doesn't hear me and goes on and on about what an ungrateful daughter I am, what a stupid daughter I am, and what a rude child, or inconsiderate, blah blah blah and the list goes on. I have no idea what I did wrong, so I tried to keep my cool. It's not the fact that she said all those things to me. It's the fact that she just blew up in my face for no apparent reason.
"What did I do wrong?! I didn't do anything bad!" and so again, she ignored be and continued on with her ramblings. [she sounds like a turkey by the way, talking so fast all the time and her high pitched voice, it really sounds like 'gobble, gobble, gobble'] So this continued on for 10 minutes, or until I couldn't take it anymore. She finally said, "I'm going to tell your father!!"
 OHHHHHHHH!!!!! SHE'S GONG TO TELL MY FATHER!!! SO SCARY!!!!  except not. What am I?! Six years old?!
"I DON'T CARE IF YOU TELL HIM!"
So, I left. I went upstairs got my math stuff, because I could not put off any more math than I have already. Then all of the sudden, she's back inside the house again doing the whole GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE thing.
Oh my goodness, it was so hard trying not to laugh because at this point, this is one of the top 10 that I've mad her really mad. Her face, neck, shoulders, arms, EVERYTHING WAS BEET RED. lol AND she was doing the gobble gobble thing, remember? But I played cool, and said, "mom, I did nothing wrong, so whatever."
OK, long story short. She blew up again and started to threaten to beat me.
"I DON'T GIVE A SHIT THAT I'LL END UP IN JAIL FOR THIS!!"
-"ok, whatever mom."
[lol]
She stops and asks, "Do you want me to hit you or not?!"
[wtf kind of question is that?!]
"why would I want you to hit me mom"
and then she does the whole gobble gobble thing again.
It's just at the heat of the moment when she said she wanted to kill me, or slit my throat, I just didn't care anymore. It would've been so much better if I really was killed or whatever. It's so much better than to put up with this bitch ass mother for another 5 years. damn. FUCK.
Again, I wasn't crying because of the things she said, I was crying because of the things I have to put up with, I'm just so sick of it.
So, I lied I didn't do the whole "long story short." I had to get it out somehow.
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| WHY?! BECAUSE SHE HAS AN AMAZING BOYFRIEND NAMED, NIMA!!!! and today was just amazing spending time with him. gosh, i love him. =]]]] makes me so flippin happy I just want to run outside like crazy and scream at the top of my lungs and tell the world how happy I am with him. hahhaa. mmmmmyayyy. I am happy!!! me love you long time! lmao. | | |
| Should I take it personally if a friend deletes a comment that I have just left on her [myspace] page? Is it just like oh, Tiffany it's just myspace, whatever!!! But still, I think that maybe that person just doesn't want other people to see that you're on their page. Is it because I'm not "cool" enough or something? ughh... whatever. high school is high school, myspace is shiiiieeett...... I really should stop going on there less and less. hahahhahahaha. WELL HMMM!!! THAT'S A THOUGHT!!!!! no shit... back to work foo's | | |
| I cannot believe how much work has piled on for the past few days. I was so on top of my game Finishing all of my work, reading as much as I can and then all of the sudden!!! BOOM!!! It's all crashing and I'm drowning in a pool of procrastination. I don't know how this got to me. I feel so lost and confused on what to do and now I'm starting to get sick. I'm losing a lot of sleep as well and I'm not used to it at all. I REALLY NEED TO GET MY HEAD BACK INTO THE GAME. This is so not cool. Dammit I don't even have time to breathe. I'm starting to get a little bit depressed as well. I'm just doubting myself all the time, being pessimistic. I wouldn't dare talk about this to anybody else unless they asked. whatever. I'm having such a hard time juggling everything... =[[[[ poop...... | | |
| I am scared shitless thinking about college.... I mean that's where it all starts!! the beginning of my future. Just filling out those college apps lately scare me..... What if i can't get into the college I want? What would I do? How am I gonna raise my GPA?
I totally fucked up my high school years.... DAMMIT!! Will I be able to get a 4.0 this year??? I hope I raise my SAT scores. xD so much to think about it's so overwhelming..... and one of the TOUGHEST THINGS IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!! ESSAYS......... college apps ESSAYS!!!!!! I suck at essays.... | | |
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